Thursday, July 31, 2008

ugh, no

so i made a fool of myself
by thinking he liked me again
which was a shock
because he hadnt done so in a while
and i thought maybe he had changed his mind
then it turned out that i was the wrong one
and the right one was meant to recieve the message

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Things arent too bad, theoretically.
What have I been doing all day?
Not too much. Ha.

Just watching NEXT at the moment on MTV.
Exciting, right?

I'm fair tired though..
But oh well ehhh!!
I think I might go for a bike ride with my sister in 15 or so minutes.
Something to do, right?

Bye for now.

"We stay here tonight (don't let them find us or we're dead)
Promise me you won't leave my side (the warmest place to lie my head)
And when the sun comes up we fight (don't let them find us or we're dead)
So promise me you won't leave my side"
- Escape The Fate, The Guillotine

Saturday, July 19, 2008


well I suppose I should update this before the day is over.
im in bed, exhausted.

watched what's eating gilbert grape with mum and victoria
I haven't done that in a long time, always too 'busy' with my laptop
but everyone is out tonight so there's no real reason to be using it.

well, I saw the getaway plan today. as well as closure in moscow and goodnight nurse.
it was fairly entertaining. emos, flannos, fake blonde hair, converse, cut offs, you name it - they were there.

anyway, just wanted to touch base.
I miss the good times.

"Everything seems to be closing in on her
It feels just like she is being hunted
But it's alright, it's all good
She's not aware, of his stare"
- Enter Shikari, Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour

Friday, July 18, 2008

sending out

Today was funny.
I hate school, that's for sure, but the people there can be cool. Besides the teachers, of course, who complain about stupid things like Nat, Maddie, Elisha and I sitting on the floor of the classroom because there was no seats left. But even so, that's entertainment.

So right now I should be saying a marketing pitch about how these hippies should make a sign about their farm place in the city.. With their weed tea and tobacco plants and magic mushrooms.. They're not even real hippies though, they're not vegan haha.
But yeh, I got out of it, with glares of course, because I went to the main office and checked if I had to stay haha :)
Damn, I love being smart.

"Even though, I don't know you
I know for sure, I love you
Anything that you'll ever need
I'll try my best, to give everything"
- Blessthefall, A Message To The Unknown

Thursday, July 17, 2008


THANKS for selling out
I never thought this would happen
Not after last year when I burst into tears every now and again knowing that I was barely ever going to see you. You guys are such a joke to me now. So much time wasted and barely a word.
Thanks for being shit friends.
I remember the days, weeks, months that I used to believe that you were my best friends because I was so lost.

Far out, I feel like I'm such a joke now after believing everything..

Leave me alone for some time.
And don't expect for me to come running back..
This is more than just music.

" How can you trust him to fit the shape of everything.
Everything looks so good , good from here , good to me.
Even if this hurts you even if it breaks me.
We wont let this friendship sink."
- You Me At Six, Noises

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

shake it

So what's with Metro Station all of a sudden exploding not only through my headphones via my mp3 player, but through the radio?
It's good, because I get to see them on MTV and such..
But I know there will be all of those teenies going
OMFGGGgGGG!! Metro Station ARe liEK So fReaking Hawtttt!!!1!!!111!!

Seriously, the same thing happened with Panic! At The Disco.
Stupid Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana Fans.
Just because Trace is her half brother...

Ohhhhhh, and from my last blog, here's the style I'm looking for with my haircut..
Preferably the one on the right, but with the same side-swept fringe as the one on the left!
Featuring: Tegan and Sara

Enough for now, I think.

"Well I am the cancer running through your veins
I am the sweat dripping down the side of your face
I am the pain in the back of your legs,
it makes you fall to you knees it makes you believe
And I am the headline, that’s going to make front page news
I am that fashion you’re all into."
- You Me At Six, The Rumor

Tuesday, July 15, 2008


I need a haircut. Real fast.
I was thinking something fair trendy ha.
Yeh, that's right, I'll try be trendy once in my life.
My fringe is overgrown and my ends have been splitting as of 6 weeks after my last hair cut - December 2007.
I was flipping through about 7 'Frankie' magazines that I had nicked from Nat's room on Saturday morning (when I say nicked, I mean asked for).. There's no really interesting hair cuts. Just ones that don't involve fringes, which I currently am situated with. Then I came across an image of Tegan and Sara.
I fiddled with my fringe for a second.
Then realised I probably wouldn't get away with it.
Great, right?
So I'm stuck as to where to go from here.
I'm pretty sure I need about 1 inch cut off, so much for growing it enough so I don't have to fork out the $ for hair extensions, although being a worker at my hairdresser would more than likely leave me with some kind of a discount.

Ew, talking about fashionable things makes me think of this girl from school.

"I whinge a lot and sleep a little
Smoke too much and catch you in the middle"
- Screech, Maximize Your Return By