i hate this feeling. loneliness. wishing you were with someone you can't exactly have. with ridiculous restrictions and a heart to match. and why must it be so hard to recognize if they have feelings for you. what am i to him? i wish he would come visit me so i don't have to send him a silly little message telling him that i have feelings for him..
okay no i'm really concerned. as much as i try not to be into the whole 'fortune cookie' stuff.. mine was pretty interesting today: "love was not put in your heart to stay, love is not love until you give it away".