Wednesday, September 17, 2008

the church channel

i wake up in a room and realize i’m insane again, this is the fifth time straight in a year i’ve ended up in here eating p.b.j’s and watching the church channel nightly. i didn’t mind what i did. i fell behind on my nightly four-course meal of rainbow pills and now i’m wondering what is fake and what is real but who’s that ghost who keeps walking by my door, i’ve never seen a girl look so good in thick-rimmed glasses before and i feel her gaze on me during sleeping hours and when i shower they let us play with markers but i keep trying to draw infinity and i read the bible to pass the time but one day out of nowhere, she sits down and looks over my shoulder, i’m shaking harder then i’ve ever shook before. she sings: "woah, do you remember me? is your mind that worn? we both were born to be one with that which the public scorns. though you were forlorn in despair with your drugs and your hardcore porn trust me, those days won’t be mourned. so lay your head on me.”
so lay your head onto me.

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