Tuesday, October 27, 2009


i don't know about you, but i love halloween. one year i really want to go to america so i can experience it properly!


stole this from rachel! her blog is heree :3

RULE 1- You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2- You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone comments and asks!

RULE 3- Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag some blogger friends to answer this.

Asked someone to marry you? Guilty.
Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Guilty.
Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent.
Ever told a lie? Guilty.
Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have back? Guilty.
Kissed a picture? Guilty.
Slept in until 5 PM? Guilty.
Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty.
Held a snake? Guilty.
Been suspended from school? Innocent.
Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent.
Stolen from a store? Guilty.
Been fired from a job? Innocent.
Done something you regret? Guilty.
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Guilty.
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Guilty.
Kissed in the rain? Guilty.
Sat on a roof top? Innocent.
Kissed someone you shouldn't? Guilty.
Sang in the shower? Guilty.
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Guilty.
Shaved your head? Innocent.
Had a boxing membership? Innocent.
Made a boy/girlfriend cry? Guilty.
Been in a band? Guilty.
Shot a gun? Innocent.
Donated Blood? Innocent.
Eaten alligator meat? Innocent.
Eaten cheesecake? Guilty.
Still love someone you shouldn't? Guilty.
Have/had a tattoo? Innocent.
Liked someone, but will never tell who? Guilty.
Been too honest? Guilty.
Ruined a surprise? Guilty.
Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn't walk after wards? Innocent.
Erased someone in your friends list? Guilty.
Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Guilty.
Joined a pageant? Innocent.
Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty.
Had communication with your ex? Guilty.
Got totally drunk on the night before exam? Guilty.
Got totally angry that you cried so hard? Guilty.

Monday, October 26, 2009

tumblr account


twitter: @rainnoir

Friday, October 23, 2009

find my life

this song makes me think about the world.
feels appropriate right now.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

sydney in november?

planning an adventure with bree (and maybe aisha)!
23rd - 26th of november! no idea where we're staying just yet.. but i'm heaps excited!
more later :)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

coast times

ssrghjsgkfgnlava;ahi !!

i swear, the world changed in the past 24 hours.. i want to tell you everything but i know how long-winded my posts can get. wow. and in some ways i want to keep some of it in because i don't know what's going to happen next. ahhh!

yesterday (saturday) i drove my family (mum, dad and vicky) to the coast- coolangatta to be exact. i drove alllll the way to nsw :P so anyway, made it there safely. was nice to see my adelaide family (remember i stayed with them when i was down there in january?) anyways spent the afternoon with my little cousins watching 'the dark knight' and just chilling out.

^ had a boredd camwhore moment when i got there haha

then we had dinnerrr- everyone else had a bbq, i cooked some vege wienerss, omnom!

made me feel pretty ill watching everyone chomping down on meat, it smelt soooo bad!! anyway, so the 'children' of the family went upstairs to eat and we were hanging out upstairs until it started raining -_- we were going to have a spa out on the balcony and everything but yeh plans got ruined haha.

^ sunset was amazing from there!

so we went and sat down in the lounge and watched iCarly (it's zac's fave apparently haha) so once the parentals finished with their dinner they kinda wanted to kick us out for a bit so they gave us $50 to go get ourselves icecream from cold rock/gelatissimo. goshh i love coolangatta, so pretty. we went for a walk considering the rain had stopped and so brad and i got gelatissimo (i got coffee flavour as usual, favourite!!) and the others had cold rock. went back and was sooo tired.. i really wanted to sleep but vicky was in the bedroom on the phone to her gf and so i felt that it would be best to take care of the boys. hiptop internet hasn't been working so i was like OMGG NO TWITTER D: D: haha but i was on msn to a few people so it wasn't too hard to just chill. we watched a mix of 'starsky and hutch', 'run fatboy run' and 'speed' because that was what the hotel had on their channels.. i love 'speed'!! haven't seen that movie in yearssss i swear!

umm eventually went to bed i guess but because i had to share a bedroom with my sister (two single beds) and seeing as she snores terribly - especially considering she had a few beers - i was pretty bummed so i spent the night texting a few people.. not going to name names cause that's silly ;) haha. but wow ok i may have been texting a certain someone who may have been the reason for some of my posts lately.. dammit, he's driving me crazy.

so i didn't end up sleeping until about 4am.. no i wasn't on the phone at that hour, just because i couldn't sleep. woke up again around 7am. then again at 10:30am. chilled by the pool and spa with the dads and the 'children' and then we went and had lunch at subway and then it was time to go! i drove home for a while but it was raining like crazy and i was falling asleep and mum was like umm maybe you should stop and i went on for another 10 minutes and was like fuck yeh ok i need sleep haha. it took so long to get home though! like instead of going 110km/hr on the motorway it was more like 60 - 80 just because there was lots of water splashing around from everyones tires.

i didn't manage to fall asleep and my hiptop's service was totally out so i kinda gave up in the end and just chilled on the passenger seat haha.

- ehh so this post was maybe a bit pointless, at least i'll remember what went down! -
the pics on here were just ones i posted on twitter from my hiptop haha, nothing too special.. when i upload the ones from my actual camera i'll put them up here.

so what's changed??????? i'm kinda maybe smiling a bit more. maybe there is some hope :)

Saturday, October 10, 2009

cat's don't care :3

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! cute hahah :3


for my birthday i really would like a listography book!
seeing as i'm always writing lists and such like an ocd kid.
but yeh thanks to @yelyahwilliams (aka hayley williams from paramore) for tweeting about hers, i googled them and yehhh pretty inspired to get one asap :D
might even buy one today if there's a borders in coolangatta.

Friday, October 9, 2009


i want these shoes!!


i hope he still knows that there's still something in my mind that's screaming for him.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Uh huh

Give up now it won't last forever
(There it is I laid it down)
And if we can't be friends what can we be?
(I'm givin' up it's not working out)
Maybe someday baby we can learn to live (together forever)
If we're not friends then what can we be?
Giving up it's not working out

Monday, October 5, 2009

back to that place

the last two days of my (last ever) september/october holidays were spent at school finishing up the final touches for my art gallery space. that was my whole weekend! i really think/recommend people come to the show because it took a lot of time and effort for all the artists to get it looking as great as it does :)

it's this wednesday 7th october at 6:30pm
the location is q a c i - in the art gallery space.

seven weeks of school left.
1st week = getting back, plans, exhibition + film showing
2nd + 3rd = revision
4th = swot vac (they do that in uni!!)
5th, 6th, 7th = block exams

plus, on the 5th week it's my birthday. i've decided not to have a halloween party anymore as there's too many small groups of people i'd invite who wouldn't really know anyone, plus people don't party without alcohol and that's not really going to be happening if it's at my house! so instead (on the friday i think) mum's going to take me to gold class so we can see the michael jackson 'this is it' movie.

well, i'm going to get ready for school! so tired -_-

Friday, October 2, 2009

i made bracelets

i'm not religious but i found these charms so cute!

party at jess' (26.9.09)

so i finally uploaded the photos from my camera and here they are :)
i'm using the '2009' photos (the glasses) for my art.

at nat's, pre-party


favourite photo nat :)

ash from pokémon